22 September 2016
Why I Quit My Job at La Montañita Co-op
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ABQ, Co-op, editorial, employment, grocery, judgement, La Montañita Co-op, management, member owned, ownership, petition
by Little Bobby Tucker
After working at La Montañita Co-op Food Market for almost 4 years, I quit my job last week for one simple reason. I am very disappointed in the new "leadership," because it is not leadership at all; it is a corporate mentality masquerading as a "co-op."
I worked at the Nob Hill store last week, to help out when someone was on vacation. Soon after my shift began, a woman I have never met approached me and introduced herself as Martha, the new store manager. We said "nice to meet you" to each other.
About 15 minutes later, I was pulled aside by another, very embarrassed assistant manager who said, "This is the most awkward thing I have ever been asked to do in 15 years of working here, but Martha asked me to tell you to go to the restroom to style your hair because it is flat towards the back."
I looked at him in surprise, pointed to the back of my head and said "You mean back here, where I have a huge bald spot? She does not like my bald spot?" I felt like walking out and quitting right then and there, but I did not want to screw over the other cashiers that would have to cover the next 6 hours of my shift ... so I stayed.
I went to the restroom and put the damn water in my hair and did "my best" to appease this store manager who was sitting in an office above me, literally "looking down on me" and judging the top of my head. At the end of my shift, I told my co-workers: "I do not think I will be back here anymore to help out."
I also began to understand why each day there is a group of Co-op members /owners standing outside the entrance collecting signatures for a petition to remove the new leadership, not just from this store but from the entire Co-op organization. A new CEO has taken over and has decided that people like Martha Whitman need to be running the stores to focus on "issues."
Later, I called the store and spoke to Martha. I asked her, "What exactly was the issue with my hair?" She said, "We are going for a much cleaner look now with our cashiers." I asked: "Was I unclean?" Like a true corporatist, she dodged the question and said, "It looked like your hair was kind of flat in the back."
I told her "I have a huge bald spot in the back of my head, and it is not very kind of you to bring attention to it when I came in to help cover for someone else's vacation." She tripped over her words some more, then I told her:
"What disappoints me the most was that you made someone else approach me about your perceived 'issue'. You put somebody else in a very awkward position that was totally unnecessary. You embarrassed him, and most importantly of all, you embarrassed yourself as a 'leader'. If I wanted to work for someone like you, who is focused on such meaningless things, I would go back to Whole Foods Market."
I then told her that because she unnecessarily singled me out and showed a severe lack of "leadership," I was quitting. I finished with, "Enjoy your new Co-op, Martha."
I have not missed a day of work since 1998. I have not called in sick at any job in 18 years, but even I do not want to go to work at a place where people like this new manager are rewarded with promotions, higher pay and the "power" to judge others.
It is exactly this kind of thing that has driven a wedge between the leadership and the customers/members/owners/employees. Sales are down, profits are down and I have never seen so many unhappy employees in one place since I worked for terrible management at Whole Foods Market Albuquerque.
When I voiced my feelings, I began hearing from many current and former employees that all corroborated the failures of the current leadership. If you want to learn more, visit takebackthecoop.com; if you would like to sign the petition, please do. Power to the people! Enough of this corporate mentality.
Sincerely,
Little Bobby Tucker
30 August 2016
TIL ❤ [Heart] Transmission, v. 1
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by Samantha Anne Carrillo
Postmodern human culture is inextricably intertwined with social media. Things in Light's ❤ Transmission series will aggregate and spotlight New Mexican people, places, art, music and events that I heart/'like'/retweet/etc. I call Albuquerque home, but anything and everyone within the Land of Enchantment is the TIL ❤ Transmission beat.
I'm always looking for opportunities to learn more about the state we're in. Reader feedback is actively encouraged. Email me at carrillo.samantha.anne@gmail.com or message me on Facebook [facebook.com/samanthaannenm] to hype the aspects of nuevomexicano history and culture that resonate with you.
Publisher's note: The savage murder of 10-year-old Victoria Martens is a fresh wound in Albuquerque's communal psyche. The brutality of Martens' death (and her all-too-brief life) is impossible to fully comprehend. We can, however, understand the structural causes for New Mexico's child well-being rank of 49th ... and we can do better. Our state is currently Number 6 for deaths resulting from child abuse.
Things in Light's warmest thoughts and deepest sympathies are with Victoria Martens' friends and loved ones. Her family and our society failed Victoria, and child abuse is preventable. Honor her memory by redirecting your natural urge toward vengeance into support of evidence-based solutions to child abuse in New Mexico.
For example, home visitation programs employ a registered nurse to provide educational and training-based support to parents, thus reducing child abuse and maltreatment. To learn more about our state's child abuse prevention program, visit nmcapp.unm.edu. For a more personal gesture of support, consider donating to a GoFundMe campaign for the college fund of Matthew, Victoria's 8-year-old brother.
On with the ❤!
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27 April 2015
Things in Light Poetry Series 2015: Ardith L. Brown
In honest disagreements,
the blindfolded lady
always tips the scale.
Justice, that nosy mouse,
will not stand still.
Rodents have a field-day
with ethics, their opinions
based on blank decisions.
How my quick appeals
are lost on tiny brains.
My sulky lips and kitten-eye
pounce forever stalk you.
Cats are killing machines.
No matter that they purr
and cuddle up nicely.
Words are broken ladders
where you vanish into self.
I navigate the rungs upward,
but the discussion is sealed
in a sarcophagus, in a lung.
Our arguments stick
like honey crystallized
in a milky glass jar.
Close the lid. Go home.
The sweetness is done.
We are not born
The sweetness is done.
For a Man
My poems screech like waterbirds diving for stale bread on the shore.
Forget seagulls. Phoenix feathers rise from crumbling towers, endless ash,
a campfire smoldering with sacred tobacco. You didn't believe in new age
paraphernalia, but you sat on a wobbly stump that September and threw
dried flakes into the fire, smoke blowing quilt patterns on your face.
Can I stitch to you a sonnet, suffering the page's blank space to force
your lines out? My spreader of numbers, keeper of trees, oh enigma.
I can write the sound of seasons: crackle of leaf-fires, winter's silent
glare. Black bridges divide the river ice in two. A wet train moans.
But words scour the loneliness of eyes. And I should quit definitions;
denotation is shallow. Rhyme won't sound, meter won't count, and black
ink is sentimental. Take up the sky and split it. Witness ice-white supernovas,
a mass implosion cutting through frozen whorls of galaxy glass. Melt it.
Drink it down. Crack the star like a walnut, but please, leave the core to me.
Revival
We are not born
complicated.
Our needs are few:
mothers, small blankets,
milk. And then what happens?
If you ever go to a treatment center--
of any kind-- you will learn
many useless things.
They will complicate matters
with suggestions, and advice
on ways to simplify your life.
They will tell you to approach
your enemy and tell them
thank you for making me
so angry, and I love you.
The Old Testament guy
standing on the corner
with his signs and verses,
he knows more than
I do of gentle hands
and spent grace.
He believes in salvation,
and for a dollar
he will touch his greasy
hair and say thank you
for making God so
available, and don't
you know He loves you.
***
Ardith L. Brown currently resides in Flannery O'Connor's hometown of Milledgeville, GA, but she doesn't forget New Mexico. When she is not wrangling family or grading papers, she writes poems. She has a B.A. in Poetry from UNM, an M.A. in Literature from the University of Houston, and an M.F.A. in Creative Writing from Georgia College & State University. She misses green chile, mountains, and liberals.
22 April 2015
Things in Light Poetry Series 2015: Brian Hendrickson
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by Samantha Anne Carrillo
Things in Light, the self-proclaimed nuevomexicano arts & culture blog with the mostest, is psyched to feature Brian Hendrickson's work in our 2015 poetry series. Already an award-winning poet, Hendrickson is currently engaged in postdoctoral studies in rhetoric and writing at UNM. He is passionate about the role that writing plays in activism and social movements. His debut book of poems, Of Small Children / And Other Poor Swimmers, was recently published by Swimming with Elephants. Today on TIL, we proudly present one poem from Of Small Children and three as-yet-unpublished works.
Things in Light, the self-proclaimed nuevomexicano arts & culture blog with the mostest, is psyched to feature Brian Hendrickson's work in our 2015 poetry series. Already an award-winning poet, Hendrickson is currently engaged in postdoctoral studies in rhetoric and writing at UNM. He is passionate about the role that writing plays in activism and social movements. His debut book of poems, Of Small Children / And Other Poor Swimmers, was recently published by Swimming with Elephants. Today on TIL, we proudly present one poem from Of Small Children and three as-yet-unpublished works.
Because
Because you can’t just shoot
every last thieving politician in the back of the head;
Because it’s illegal, sure—but
also because they’d probably just grow new heads;
Because when you told her you
sometimes wished you had the balls to do this, some small bird
escaped from the delicate cage of her voice, and she stopped asking
you if all the dark hair in your poems belonged to her;
Because regardless, a busload of
vacationing mechanics disappears in Acapulco;
Because regardless, a Jewish
settler in a Subaru runs down two Palestinian boys for throwing
stones;
Because regardless, Hutu rebels
gang-rape nearly two hundred women and children over a four-day
period in the village of Luvungi—among the victims, three baby
boys;
Because sometimes you just
know—you know, and she knows, and they know—you all know you
know;
Because in the words of your
father, not a one of you may any longer be excused from the goddamn
table until you’ve finished all your goddamn vegetables;
Because she no longer calls you,
yet you still have something to say;
Your poems like your wishes still
carry her dark hair in one hand, and in the other, a gun.
Calling
All Psychopomps
The
reapers of tongues are harvesting all
The
daylight you ever tasted—you whose words
You
fished from brighter bodies than the sun—
Who
have lowered your crane bags into rivers
Dark
as a stranger’s history only to hoist them
Brimming
with stars—who know the precise
Glint
of each vowel your fathers gutted,
Each
consonantal ripple in your mothers’
Twirling
dresses. Once. Watch out. The engineers
Of
tongues are rerouting the blood your children
Read
to know what’s hidden below the labels
Stitched
across their skins. Soon yours
Will
be the story the scribes of tongues
Forget
to anthologize. Soon you will not
Even
recognize the wings on your own heels.
Hence
of you there are those who will be drawn
Out
ever onto rickety protrusions of rust
And
splintered wood sagging low where cattails
Give
to current, which is nothing if not what you were
Taught
to share with otherwise intransitive
Phases
of the moon. Only will you then hone subtler
Demonstrations
reminding, Check your pockets
For
what you have perhaps forgotten you
Have
that shines. When thereafter the butchers of tongues
Come
glinting for your crane bag, you’ll best know
How
to gesture. Gesture in every direction at once.
If
the Missing Appear in Dreams: A Partial Response to Theodore Roethke
I
hear a sound at night. I wake up.
I
look through the window and there is nothing.
– “Chechnya's
long wait for the disappeared
to
return,” BBC News, 16 July 2011
If
the missing appear in dreams they are not dead,
Chechens
say. Oil-dipped, one
wick-end sleeps,
So
feeds the fire burning in its head.
The
day is a cadaver. Go to bed
Where
life is more than your imagination leaks.
When
the missing flood our dreams they are not dead.
Forget
the lowly worm. Its curse. No messages embed
The
corkscrew tunnel that it creeps.
You’ll
find no fire burning in that head.
Whereas
we wake, then bring ourselves to say what must be said:
The
secret told us by the company sleep keeps:
Because
the missing speak our dreams they are not dead.
Last
night my friends all came for dinner, bringing bread
That,
broken, cried out like baby birds. The cheeps
Still
glow like dying embers in my head.
This
wick is braded from our wishes, intended
To
reach the basin of a common lamp full and deep
Enough
to feed forever fires in our heads.
To
gather the missing to this dream. To raise the dead.
Essay
—After
Hayden Carruth
.
. . all these poems over the years
have
been necessary – suitable and correct.
From
cruelty, injustice, already so
Many
unflinching poems.
Jeffers’
purse seine, Jarrell’s
Ball-turret
gunner, Baraka’s black
Fists
black daggers black teeth.
Forché’s
colonel. Rich’s wreck.
Rocewicz’s
old polish woman with
Her
pitiful goat forever casting us
Terrible
for doubting, or worse:
Forgetting,
occupied as we are
Wearing
masks: adult, cynical, though
Nevertheless
whittled with words honed on
The
whetstone of an adolescent urge
Refusing
suffering, unreason—someone
Else’s;
our own—punk songs
To
which we can no longer sing
Along
with abandon. All swimming
Begins
with the same flailing and gurgling.
How
I am guilty of such brash,
Incognizant
anthems. Pound proclaimed
Most
important poetry written after thirty—
The
adult mind attuned to irresolution.
Then
there is this: the books beginning to
Vanish
from their shelves again, this time
In
Tucson, where the superintendent
Prefers
stories a particular kind
Of
uncomplicated, and suddenly giving
The
lie requires we offer our younger selves—
That
of us still impertinent to complex
Ethical
nuance—this truce: one archetypal
Image
to embody: expelled student
Shrouded
in the smoke of stolen
Fire
and graffiti, head and hands forever
Empty
of approved lesson plans,
Backpack
perennially full of the knife-
Edged
line breaks of every poem
Worth
banning—Loki, Ananse,
Kitsune,
Coyote, Kokopelli
Castrated
no longer: god
And
goddess at once, shape-shifter,
Ageless,
unpredictable, endlessly
Dangerous—trickster,
trickster
Whom
we all once were,
Whom
we all have been
Summoned
upon to remember
How
to summon once again.
****
Brian Hendrickson’s first book of poems, Of Small Children / And Other Poor Swimmers, is available now through Swimming with Elephants Publications. Brian's poems have appeared or are forthcoming in a range of publications, including Indiana Review, North Carolina Literary Review, and New York Quarterly. For his poetry Brian has been nominated for a 2011 Pushcart Prize and Best of the Net award, recognized as a 2013 finalist for Smartish Pace’s Erskine J. Poetry Prize, and awarded a 2013 New Mexico-Arizona Book Award for appearing in Beatlick Press’ La Llarona anthology. Since earning an MFA in Creative Writing and Literary Arts from the University of Alaska Anchorage, Brian has taught and tutored writing at colleges and correctional facilities in Alaska, Florida, North Carolina, and now New Mexico, where he is currently pursuing a PhD in Rhetoric and Writing. Brian’s scholarship focuses on the role of writing in social movements and student activism.
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