05 April 2013
Things in Light Poetry Series 2013: Martina Reisz Newberry
Rudolfo Carrillo
7:59 PM
California, Hollywood, Martina Reisz Newberry, National Poetry Month, poetry, TiL Poetry Series 2013
Welcome to our second annual poetry series. Last year we focused on New Mexico poets and their work. This year we decided to apply a global methodology to supplant our insular inclinations. We'll try to publish a set per day until the damn well runs dry. Our first contribution is from Martina Reisz Newberry. Enjoy.
1. ABOUT THE RAIN
Dark, rainy morning
My coat, a closeted slash
Blood-red reminder
Wet sand, so cheerless,
The desert is too honest
When it’s sad, it weeps
Ragweed sends great sighs
Lightning brings out its muscle
It’s never afraid
A white crane out there
The sand doesn’t even stir
Crane bringing showers
2. REDHEAD
When I saw her at the Coffee Bean Café
& asked her how she was
her hair blazed crazy
& her fingers grew brittle
& she said she just didn’t believe
in the whole thing anymore
& I said I guessed things
weren’t so good then huh
& she said she was tired
of being the last clean towel
in the damn linen closet
& I just nodded like I understood
& she said making poems was worse
than shoveling shit in a chicken coop
the famous writers ignored you
wouldn’t help you with so much
as a fucking endorsement
& her work meant nothing to nobody
& failure surrounded her
came at her like a tidal wave
& was drowning her
& I said I knew how that was
& she said she doubted that
& she said she would believe
her number was up if she’d ever been
given a number in the 1st place
which she hadn’t (been given)
& I said Sadie I’m sorry
how about I buy you a coffee
& she said yeah that would be fine
& while we drank it I noticed
her fingers like dried vines
how they would snap off
if I took her hand
3. JULY 2012
I can write love into this dark hotel,
talk of all that has been lived so far and
will be lived tomorrow & the tomorrow
after that. The words, repetitive, strong,
deliberate as summer’s heat, might
stir this room into life—a kind of life—
open the blinds, turn the bed down with cool,
dreamy hands and kind gestures. I can write
a doorway into this hotel’s bedroom
where warm stones have eyes & watch our entrance
& later, our exit. The speechless Aspen
trees outside this hotel are waiting for
revolution and then resurrection.
I can write purpose into them, put my
human mind into their deciduous mouths,
write madras shirts and sheets into these dark
beds. I can look into the dusk-covered sky
for some gift not like any other. For
you, I say. For you and no one else: the
secret samba from this dark hotel to your eyes.
4. LAST POEM
It blew hard last night
and there was lightning
no thunder. It rained.
I looked out at all
that weather, saw my
years and my dreams drain
into the desert,
soaking the sand with
questions. Where did it go?
The hoped-for peace of
nations, the release
of suffering from
all sentient beings,
the rails to snake our
sorry souls to Camp
Eden. Where was it?
My face, wet, pillowed,
ached with ignorance.
Where did everything go?
***
Rudolfo Carrillo / a fifth-wave feminist from the fourth estate | a burqueña | a ladyboss | a writer + editor
I am a fifth-wave feminist and a reluctant member⸺hey, Groucho knew whereof he quipped⸺of both the fourth estate and the gig economy. I am an Albuquerque-based freelance writer, editor and social media marketing and branding+PR consultant. I remain an observant ’90s riot grrrl and a devout practitioner of halfhearted yoga posturing and zen and the art of the sentence diagram.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
What a delight to begin a poetry series! TIL is one of my favorite sites and I'm very grateful to be featured. Thanks THINGS IN LIGHT!
ReplyDeletehttp://www.martinanewberry.com
Excellent to read martina first thing in the morning. Touches so many places of my being - mind empathy alert
ReplyDelete- judih